A happy Friday eve everyone! Ah, nearly the weekend to all of you who have had a stressful school or week work..
I was just scrolling about on my blogger reading list and half of this weeks blog posts were all about the '50 random facts about me tag'. After reading maaaany posts on it, I've decided to do it! I haven't written any facts about me, I haven't thought of any facts either so this might take up the rest of my night, which is a bonus, I'm terribly bored!
Also, feel free to comment below or create this post of your own and leave me a link, I love reading these and I'm always interested in the latest fact or other and getting to know people, so go ahead!
1. I absolutely love London. I plan to move there one day and no matter what, I'll try my best to live there! Many people might not understand the obsession, my parents certainly don't! But I love London so much and anything London related - I could natter on for hours!
2. Recently, I've been a bit of a 'homeware' freak..shame we don't have IKEA in Peterborough because I could seriously walk round there for hours seeing as I'm always on their website.
3. I always wanted to be many things when I was younger. Interior Designer was first on the list and then I faced reality - I'm rubbish at Maths! I also wanted to be a hairdresser for a while, then I realized I'd get fed up and bored.. why is that? When we're younger we always want to be all sorts and never face reality haha!
4. I love quotes. I don't necessarily 'live by' quotes, but I do copy down and find pictures of my favorite quotes to suit the situation I'm in.
5. Sometimes, I wonder what things would be like if certain things didn't happen. I think we all do, but I hate regretting things. I just always think of certain situations that have happened and think 'wonder if I didn't do that'.
6. I always look forward to moving out, moving away, getting my own home, decorating.. then I realize that things arn't that simple!
7. I'm pretty independent. I'm an only child so I suppose that's why. I do like people helping out and trying there best for me, but I do like doing things by myself. I think I get things done better and easier and then I get what I want.. that sounds a bit diva-ish..oops! Didn't mean it like that, I mean I get things done to how I want them done. Then if things turn out pearshaped.. I know how I can better myself.
8. I have a slight sense of Agoraphobia. I sometimes hate the thought of crowds, going out etc. I panic quite a bit and hate waiting around for something to happen in public because I get a bit worried. I think recently though, it's gradually going away.
9. I'm a bit of a loner. I don't have friends because being by myself is what I've always loved. You don't have to fit in, you don't have to make others happy, you don't have to explain yourself, you can just be you.. I know many people need and want friends and their friends make them happy, but, in life I've only had two bestfriends and that turned out to be a drama, lets put it that way!
10. I want to be a makeup artist so bad. Recently, I've been begging mum to go on a makeup course later this year instead of college. I'd love to put all my effort and all my hardwork into a job I love. I don't want to be a loser forever and doing a job I love would be the ultimate achievement. I know that things arn't as simple as that and I know having a good job isn't straightforward but doing something you love with complications is much more better than doing something you hate without effort.
11. I love writing. I'm homeschooled, so when I actually bother doing my schoolwork, I always write pages and pages and pages and could do it for 12 hours a day. That's probably why I ramble on and on because I love explaining things and writing/typing a lot.
12. I'm enjoying doing this post. I feel as it's letting you lot know a lot more about me and it's entertaining, haha!
13. Confidence - 0. I've had to go to 2 job interviews this month (end of Jan and yesterday) for the same job and o m g I was so unconfident and I seriously felt like crying.. I hate when the pressure is on and I have to chat to someone I don't know. I'm not the most confident person, only when it comes to things I love and know and I can explain myself, but when it comes to things I'm not used to I have no chance.
14. I wish I was at school. Who actually says that?! But, when you're actually at home 24/7 and do leave school, there is 50% of you that wishes you were still at school. I'm in year 11 and so this year was meant to be pretty good, but hay ho..things change!
15. I cry at the fact I will never have a prom. It's a little bit pathetic I suppose but every little girl wants a nice dress on the last few days of school. Imagine having a rubbish wedding? It's a little like that I suppose. I planned my prom dress and I still have a look online at my fave prom dresses and things, but I have to understand that I won't have that and so I should just get over it and move on.
16. I don't follow a certain 'fashion trend'. If I walk into a shop and see something I like, i'll buy it. Ofcourse, most things in shops are a certain trend of the season, but if I like a certain top I'll just buy it no matter what.
17. I love photography. I never really did but I suppose when I joined Tumblr, that side of me appeared.
18. Up to the age of 11, I never wore girly clothing. Never wore makeup and certainly wasn't into beauty. Secondary school changed that I suppose, and I'm happy I started wearing makeup at 11 because I wasn't that young.
19. At the moment, I'm healthy eating. I'm doing quite well and this year, if I slim down, I'm going to treat myself to a bralet to go with my dip hem skirt! Haha, that's what I'm working towards, I really want one but I'm so weight conscious that I would'nt wear one. I've finally decided that I ate waaay too many Pot Noodles, crisps and cakes that it's time to stop. I still have a few crisps and small cupcakes, but I won't have 5 a day. I understand when to stop. I've only been doing it nearly 4 weeks, but I think i'll do better than I did last February!
20. Josie Gibson's new body is my thinspiration. I watched her on Big Brother a few years back and now shes slim I want to be like that. I don't need to lose as much, but I do want to get to 8 1/2 stone. I'm 4'11 so I don't want things to get worse. Josie's new body looks amazing and her dresses look gorgeous on her now and so I feel that if she can drop 10 stone.. I can!
21. Lindt chocolate is the best chocolate. I've just been munching on a Lindt reindeer from Christmas *oops* and mm, lovely. I'm more of a sweets person than a chocolate one, though.
22. Don't know anymore facts..
23. The volunteering job I recently applied for and went for an interview at.. I hope I don't get. Sounds crazy but I don't feel like I'd fit in and I don't feel like the interviewer liked me.
24. I've now become worried at getting a job. At first, when I turned 16, I was really excited but now the thought of getting a job worries me because I don't want it to feel like the schooldays again. The days of not wanting to get up and the days of not wanting to go to work. Noone should ever feel like that.
25. I love planning things out. I love routines. I love lists. I love writing down what i'm going to do. I love being organised.
26. Following on from the last one - at the moment, I have weeks and weeks of meals scheduled. I'm a lover of schedules and I've planned out my breakfasts, lunches and dinners for the next 3 weeks or so. I love doing things like that and I love going by a routine.
27. I'm glad I started a blog. When I started being homeschooled, I was okay with everything. I started to get bored so I'm so happy that now I have a hobby and have something to put my effort and passion of beauty in to.
28. I've just applied Champney's hand lotion and got into bed, mm.
29. I lovelovelove people with banter. I'm a little sarcastic and sometimes in a conversation I can seem a bit uninterested and might start being sarcastic.. this isn't nasty, this is my way of showing you I'm interested..it's just the way I am.
30. I don't take things too seriously. I'm serious when things need to be and I worry if things don't go right.. but bad things don't last forever, just like good things don't.
31. I've never watched a whole movie. Probably when I was younger I did once or twice but I've never actually watched a whole, full movie. I've only been to the cinema once. I hate movies and never will watch a movie unless it's really interesting.. tell a lie - I have seen Confessions of a Shopaholic. I like them type films but overall, I don't like them.
32. I'm not sporty. Atall. I used to skive my PE lessons or write notes. Hatehatehate.
33. Talking of sports and excersize, I want to start the 30 day shred. I've been wanting to since the start of Feb but 0 motivation.
34. I love the Sims 2.
35. I love TOWIE & MIC. Loads! I'm so happy that Maria Fowler only lives up the road too haha, random fact for you there!
36. Katie Price is my idol..Many people disagree and frown at this but she is. Everything she has achieved and everything that she's done in life, she's made something out of herself. No matter how many people put her down and call her things, she gets back up out of it and does something she enjoys..
37. Tulisa is also my idol. I've loved her ever since the NDubz days and as a solo artist. I think she's a really strong person and has been through so much.
38. I want to go Ice Skating SO bad!
39. I love watching DOI and wishing I could go skating. I think I'd be alright!
40. I love animals so much. Any sight of animal cruelty on the telly and I instantly cry. My dog Zack is my everything and seeing him grow up and seeing him being born was one of the most amazing things ever and anything bad happening to him makes me sososo sad. He's my baby!
41. I'd love to have children one day. Atleast 3 - Faith, Hope & Grace.. but I hate the thought of childbirth and needles. boo.
42. As I mentioned earlier, I love writing. I write so much that on my middle finger, on the outside of the finger, just on the bit before the knuckle, I have a permanent lump. It sticks out and makes me look like I have a fat finger.. just because I write so much it's left a bit from the pen!
43. London accents are just the best. If you have a London accent, I'll love you forever. Lets just get married..
44. I keep a diary. I love it. I like to write down day by day my events. Then, when I'm old and wrinkly I can look back and see how much I moaned! I also keep a 2013 jar with events and memories of 2013. Cheers Tumblr!
45. I love cooking. I love baking. I love writing out recipes etc. Also, this weekend, me & mum & dad are doing a Come Dine With Me thing during 3 nights.. I'm totally making red velvet cake!
46. I've planned my wedding. I seriously can't wait. I've planned everything from the dress to the entertainment. Ofcourse I want a massive dress with diamonds and Swarovski crystals on with a horse and cart.. but hey, we have to find the unlucky soul yet;)!
47. I love having a rant. Can't beat getting things said and done with.
48. Might sound reaaallyyy strange now.. but, I love having a bit of an online stalk. With certain people I'll check their Tumblr, Twitter, Facebook.. I don't have an idea why but I suppose I'm a little bit strange..
49. I don't like melted cheese on its on on something like..bread.. but I love it with other things like tomatoes. I just hate melted cheese by itself.
50. I hope that one day, everything works out fine. I hope that everyone ends up happy and all the worrying and panicking stops. I think that everyone deserves to be happy and no matter what you do in life, people will never agree. People will never be happy with the decisions you make and they will never be happy with the path you take in life. This may not seem like a fact, but it is.. it's a fact because truth of the matter is - doing what makes you happy is the reality of everything.
I hope this wasn't too boring and I thank you for taking the time out to scan through or actually read these! I hope you know me sliiiightly better than you did before and I'm sorry if these were a little off topic. Do you agree with the same or am I the weird one?! Haha, lots of love! x
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